Hate
feels to me now
like a ten month pregnancy;
ready to cut it out,
or just birth the thing.
Has to be better
than stretch and ache,
and what feels like the breaking of bones.
12 Wednesday Dec 2018
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06 Thursday Dec 2018
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Equine, Foal, Herd, Horse Poem, Horse Poems, Horse poetry, Love, Poem, Poems, Poetry
The familiar sounds of mi familia,
a hu-hu-hu-hu-hu of many hellos,
and a foal’s heart-shaped muzzle
pressed through the bars,
waiting for a welcoming kiss.
There’s only one way for the heart to go,
and that is up, up,up, where the soul,
the spirit, the thing we know
that is delighted there,
has finally founds its home.
29 Thursday Nov 2018
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Bird Poems, Hope, Life, Poem, Poems, Poetry, politics, Soul Poetry, Truth
In a world of untrue things,
I choose to celebrate
the migration of wild geese in November,
and the stillness of this sunrise,
a quiet, broken conversation
passing through a cloud-filled sky.
01 Thursday Nov 2018
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I have felt like the wild geese,
left behind, desperate,
the sound of a distant flock,
calling, among stems of dry wheat.
09 Tuesday Oct 2018
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Death, Fear of Death, Horses, Life, life after death, Life and Death, Love, Peace, Perception of Time, Poem, Poems, Poetry
There is a fine line,
so skinny, so fragile;
what is,
on the other side,
breathing hard.
A horse can hear,
a deer can hear it,
but we do not,
and we live, mostly,
without fear.
Recently, the paths diverged:
what should have been,
but wasn’t,
what was,
but shouldn’t have been,
and I wonder
if those two ways,
continue in different spheres.
I hear their breathing,
each year, stronger,
and something, like love,
pulling me there.
What is time,
but a rotation under the sun,
a perception of what has been,
a perception of moving
toward what is to come.
07 Sunday Oct 2018
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28 Friday Sep 2018
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If you want to find the place
where the horses graze at night,
follow the dark path.
Even when the moon
is covered by clouds,
and there is only the light
of a few dim stars,
follow the black line
as it curves
through the tall brown grasses,
and you will find them there.
20 Thursday Sep 2018
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Bald Eagle, Baptism, Blue Heron, Columbia River, Forgiveness, God, Golden Eagle, Life, Nature, Osprey, Poem, Poems, Poetry, Prayer, Prayers At Whitestone Rock, Spirit, Whitestone Rock
Even the birds are drawn
to the face of Whitestone Rock:
Golden Eagle, Bald Eagle, Osprey,
and the Blue Heron,
with its long, liquid wings.
We are gathered in prayer,
trespasses forgiven, under the shade
of an eight hundred foot cliff.
Its granite face, bathed in wisdom,
looks down upon us;
give us this day, and forgive us.
Absolution comes swiftly,
because it was always there,
where the trout jump in celebration,
and feast on dragonflies, butterflies,
mosquitoes, and scraps of our bread.
The Columbia, whose waters never end,
like the reflection of our souls
naked and frail,
baptized in cold water,
as we float on our backs,
and look up at the altar.
18 Tuesday Sep 2018
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Warm September wind, sunshine,
manure drying itself in round piles
you can kick, and dissolve into dust.
The sweet smell of it, the same
as it smelled thirty-three years ago,
at Harold Johnson’s place.
I breathe in memories like air,
close my eyes and see them all
alive again, laughing, telling jokes
about how they want to come back,
when they die, as a young girl’s horse.
Everything is the same.
Everything is completely different.
Yet, more and more, I’m somewhere
between this soft day,
and memories of this soft day
some place else.
15 Saturday Sep 2018
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The ornery old goat has been dispatched,
The one with the beard and the horns,
He scared all the children, in bucking fit fevers,
And he tripped up the mares and the foals.
The ornery old goat has been dispatched,
The one who ate all of the grain,
He’d stand up beside you,
Stick a horn towards your good eye,
And make even the strong turn away.
The ornery old goat has been dispatched,
The one born more than twelve years ago.
The ornery old goat has been dispatched,
But we were sad to see him go.
10 Monday Sep 2018
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Afterlife, Death, Death Poems, Eternity, Hope, Infinite, Loneliness, Loss, Love, Poem, Poems, Poetry, Souls, Yearning
Sometimes, missing feels like stone,
a fear that what seems over,
really is over. To be alone,
is no small thing, even though,
it seems, we always are.
Between us, an invisible thread
throws itself out, and stretches—
have you seen a silk thread
blowing itself out with the wind,
reaching, reaching—how far it reaches,
attached to nothing, but air.
09 Sunday Sep 2018
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31 Friday Aug 2018
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Alone, Aloneness, Conversations With Maggie, Loneliness, Longing, Love, Poem, Poems, Poetry
There is only joy in love, she said.
But what about grief, I asked,
The grief that feels like stone?
That’s fear, she said, when you think
love is gone. Love is never gone.
29 Wednesday Aug 2018
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Anxiety, Compassion, Conversations With Maggie, Faith, Fear, Healing, Love, Love Poems, Poem, Poems, Poetry, Sacrifice, Sacrificial Love
Fear rises up inside us, she said,
But love can go clear to the bone;
Take it as close as you can, without breaking.
Maybe it’s okay to break, I said,
After all, a bone will always yearn to heal.
26 Sunday Aug 2018
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Alone, Aspen Trees, choices, Conversations With Maggie, Crocus, decisions, Hope, Isolation, Life, Love, Poem, Poems, Poetry
Only you can answer the question,
for we’re alone in our decisions;
Can the aspen advise the crocus?
You and I are that different, she said.
Yet, their roots are intertwined, I said.
25 Saturday Aug 2018
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Afterlife, Conversations With Maggie, Death, Life, life after death, Loss, Poem, Poems, Poetry, Togetherness
Remember the years we couldn’t see
the mountains, obscured with smoke?
That’s what it will feel like,
when I’m no longer here, she said.
The mountains were still there, I said.
22 Wednesday Aug 2018
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Conversations With Maggie, Happiness, Joy, Love, Poem, Poems, Poetry, Spring, spring poem, Winter
3.
When winter is deepest, we long
For the warm days of spring–
the birds, the buds, the piercing of snow.
Yet, the warm days are inside us
like love, waiting to be resurrected with joy.
21 Tuesday Aug 2018
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Conversations With Maggie, Freedom, Happiness, Loss, Maggie, Poem, Poems, Poetry, The Universe, Unknown
2.
Wander the roads of your happiness,
She said, With no purpose,
Except to wander the roads.
In silence, I watched her walk away,
Wondering where she would go.
20 Monday Aug 2018
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29 Sunday Jul 2018
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Butterflies, Butterfly, Columbia River, Death, Life, mud swallows, Poem, Poems, Poetry, River, Rivers, Swallows, transformation
I am sun off water,
spirit, which takes form
Through transformation.
Metamorphosis:
Lowest belly creature,
To this fairytale life.
Yet, I am lost,
Somehow wandered
Between safe shores.
Water everywhere.
And the mud swallows,
Who make their nests
In the river banks,
Desperate for me.
You see, a pretty thing
Can suffer, too:
Frantic beating of wing.
In this short life,
I will both sing,
And cease to be.